CLOSE YOUR EYES, LILI

Close your eyes Lili...

When your heart is heavy and there is no one to turn to nearby, and remember the weight of my skin on yours.

Close your eyes Lili...

When you ache for someone to touch you with love and tenderness, and imagine the sensation of my hand on your breast.

Close your eyes Lili...

Whenever the loneliness creeps into your heart, and remember the look in my eyes, and the love that overflows there, as I gaze into you.

Close your eyes Lili...

When time crawls and you yearn for companionship and affection, and know that I am out there as well, marking the time until we can be together again.

Close your eyes Lili...

And know that someones every waking moment is consumed by thoughts of you and your grace and elegance, and that he recognizes the value of each and every shared moment with you.

Close your eyes Lili...

Whenever laughter eludes you, and recall every smile, every moment of happiness, our shared laughter at some little bit of silliness that only makes sense to you and I.

Close your eyes Lili...

When the words you want to hear at home remain unspoken, and listen carefully for my soft whispers of love in the stillness of the night.

Close your eyes Lili...

If your eyes start to water and you feel like the world is collapsing around you, and know that I will be there for you, without question or condition, to brace you up against the loneliness

Close your eyes Lili...

Whenever the day comes that I am not around, and return to these words and know that each one of them is from the heart and none of them can come close to describing the total love, respect, and desire I feel for you.

So close your eyes Lili... and imagine what will or could be. There is a time and a place that exists for you where you will find the happiness and comfort you deserve. It may not be easy to get to, it may or may not contain me in it, and it may be a while before you get there, but it does exist, and you are working your way toward it.

And do you want to know how you can tell I am right about this?

Just close your eyes Lili, and remember everything we have shared.

And realize that none of it has been a dream.

I love you